road-to-80lbs-deactivated202001:

Something that I will never understand is when I DO end up eating I eat so much. Whenever I eat more thanks 500 calories it’s like I don’t even care about the consequences anymore. I eat so much food and I hate it. It’s the reason I’m so fat and ugly now. I wanna be skinny. I wanna be prefection but once I eat one tiny thing I can’t stop. It’s a hopeless situation of eating nothing or eating everything.