You tried to change, didn’t you? Closed your mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake… You can’t make homes out of human beings. Someone should have already told you that.

kissing his lips should have tasted like honey, instead they stung like a thorn. his voice once a soothing lullaby now was that of a siren  in a thunderstorm. you never belonged to me, but i was always yours. Made From The Dark

I’m picking myself this time. Because I’ve got a shortage inside this heart of mine and some days it still feels like it’s beating for other people when it should be working for this smile that I’ve been faking and I know you’ll hate these decisions, but I’m just another crease we can’t iron, I’m …